passionate.

And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.

I've encountered a blockade in my flow in life as of late. I feel so uninspired, so unmotivated. I feel as if life itself has come to a screeching halt after going really fast and hard for a really long time. This time last year I was anxious about university acceptances, working my butt off and all. Now I'm actually in one (coughs, coughs) but things haven't really gone the way I envisioned and planned them to be. I certainly would have lost it by now if not for some of the things that have been really keeping me at bay. After all, everything happens for a reason and everything works together for good right?

I have to admit that the past two years have become so redundant and repetitive. Consequently, I became comfortable and cozy with my pace and direction in life. I did not really desire for change. But change has forced it's way into my life, and most likely it was with the aid of divine intervention. I just really have a strong feeling that God is shaking things up for me—for my life, and it is of great importance that I just continue trust in Him to do His work in me at this point.

But yea, looking back, I can say that I am pretty amazed and thankful at the recent developments and changes in my life and circumstances. I finally started to drive, picked up the keys once again (taking it seriously this time), rekindled a friendship, and got excited and pumped up for God and ministry in a way that I have not felt like in a while. Perhaps even the urge to blog could be a part of this new direction and flow in life.

Still, there are many uncertainties present in my life and I'll just have to maintain a strong heart and attitude. Perhaps this is but a test, and I have to put my trust in God even more, like never before...